11.02.2010

The Legacy that will die...

All of her emotions open wide, they never have to hide...
A legacy that dies with her, a legacy that was written to rule and be upheld as a landmark of our, this and forever a people.

She unfortunately has to decease from this planetarium unto another world that can and will appreciate her beauty, grace, mercy, and effect. A world that embraces change and a contentious equilibrium of life.

10.14.2010

May I ask a question?

Black. Brown. Caramel. Fair. Light-Skinned. Dark-Skinned. Olive. Red. Yellow. White....all shades or 'definitions' that describe a woman of color.

Often times, I think why and how we(as black women) are characterized under one specific color. Women of color vary in size, shape, mentality,culture, and of course, color. Why is it that we have a love/hate relationship with one another?


Facts have proven that we do disregard "our" men dating or having relations with women that are not of color. So why do we criticize and demean each other, as if we were foreign enemies? Or under a foreign policy that limits us to communicate and embrace our uniqueness?

10.06.2010

Soliloquy of Pure Air





Wide open spaces,
there's some I've seen, the clear cold air brushing against my
face,
breath in and out,
the trees don't tumble or crack,
freedom is what the leaves sing, they dance in the nights darkness awaiting for their prayer, sing,

dance is like the dirt's theme to praise out when the wind touches their surface,

wide open space is what you're giving me, wide open spaces is all I feel,
loving
the breeze as it wisps away all the thought of the day, silence is what's said,

darkness is shone through the light of the dark that creeps up beside you,
night
and day is always in the wide open spaces.



*lashele

9.12.2010

what can happen tomorrow...

today I discovered that if you let GO and let GOD!!! He will answer your prayers!

I am a devout Christian, and I believe in his works, power, and miracles. All of my life I have struggled to actually connect to what it meant to believe and most importantly, have faith.

I looked up the definition of faith; and webster tells us:

1faith noun \ˈfāth\
plural faiths
Definition of FAITH
a : allegiance to duty or a person : loyalty
b (1) : fidelity to one's promises (2) : sincerity of intentions
2
a (1) : belief and trust in and loyalty to God (2) : belief in the traditional doctrines of a religion
b (1) : firm belief in something for which there is no proof (2) : complete trust
: something that is believed especially with strong conviction; especially : a system of religious beliefs
— on faith
: without question

It also gives us examples of faith, but tonights post speaks for itself. I had faith that I would accomplish my goal and I have reached a point on my goal list. I am satisfied and happy. I love my new thirst for life, laughter, and especially love. I had the faith to conquer all my doubts.

SO, one of my wildest dreams came true today, and I have my faith in God to thank. Because I believed, my eyes were opened to new sights and my ears listened to finer tunes.

But, there is one thing that I can say, being a believer works.

Wait on the LORD; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the LORD!

~Psalms 27:14

8.18.2010

aucunes semences qu'aucunes tiges séparent deux










passing days go by, wishing for the time to reflect its light,

wondering how the rest of my night, will satisfy the love i desire,

roll around, spark the ignite, inhale and pass out...

stems and seeds are not required...

No stems, no seeds, it seems this happens really often,

but inhaling is only the first part,
.

.
.

what you do with it is your own course...



part deux...
continued to excel, continued to parallel, on the course of higher expectations,
of love,
lust,
and desire,


no seeds, no stems,

8.16.2010

Mi Hope: Traducido


Mirar y esperar, esperar ese gran escape para venir, Deseando y deseando que viniendo por y me rescate de este desastre, yo entro el agua y la esperanza y el
deseo que usted todavía piensa en mí y la espera arriba para mi regreso al corazón, Dondequiera quiere tomarme yo estoy aquí y le oigo, creo en las cosas que
hacen usted y mí para siempreR, Estoy a solas, permaneceré por usted lado R porque creyó en mí y en usted, creyó en nosotros,

Creo y le adoro, usted me es y mi total, algo que usted desea será mi orden. El amor que compartimos crecerá y crecerá hasta que la tierra se enfríe y hasta fines de tiempo en el latido del corazón de nuestra melodía. Con el paso del tiempo.

the kindred heart

five hundred twenty five hundred six hundred minutes
how do you measure, measure a year?

well, it's been a while since I've let you all know my thoughts...
let me catch you up to speed...
first of all, I've moved back to Jacksonville, Florida, (my birthplace) my hometeam.

I've grown, shrunk and been all over the place, but today I have finally and actually realized what I was meant to do in life.. I am meant to be the * THAT i AM!
now, finidng yourself and who you are is not an easy task or commitment. But, it is a commitment that you are obligated to do for yourself. Of course, I love myself and the person that i AM, but, I am not happy with the outcome that has occurred. I want to be more and i deserve more! SO! as of today i will be more and have a bigger and brighter future!

I magnify the Lord and he has redeemed me to be destined for greatness!


I will bless the Lord at all times!