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When you try to stay strong, when you try to be heroic but you just break down You fall to the altar, knees sharp and bloody from the fall, searching for answers and the light to affix the dark… Light to shine through the Milky Way, light to shine Just to say that I feel, I feel, God give us the reason, give us the hope and sprinkle of fruit…. Lost…. Love… Light up my dark.

The Days Will Get Better

It will get better...

Today, I sit at work thinking about my life and how it will reach 27 years in 4 days. Every year I seem to sulk or be depressed around this time. Why? I often think that I have a chemical imbalance or have bi-polar. But, I doubt that. I believe there is another neurological problem that I endure. Maybe its old age, maybe its fear of the unknown. But, I can not be so sure. This year, I was scheduled to have a big party in my backyard but I cancelled it and my friends made me feel like FACEBOOK was such a serious thing that I cried myself to sleep for not being considerate to others about MY birthday. But, as the morning is anew, I realize that its MY birthday and I can cry if I want to. I have been through A LOT these past few weeks. A LOT. The day I traveled to Miami to see my favorite singer of the moment, Beyonce, I became ill with laryngitis. I had to drive myself to the Emergency Room at 3 o'clock in the morning. I was alone in my house for 5 days with NO voice and I was told that my ER picture looked thirsty with attention. The next week, 4th of July, I was still very ill and I couldn't go home to be with family because of 2 flat tires. The following week, I returned to the football field to play for my league and sprained my ankle. And on top of it all, I quit smoking and am super stressed. I also have obligations as Maid of Honor for my best friends wedding and its overwhelming me. So, forgive me for being a DIVA and being semi-dramatic but I feel I'm fucking warranted. That is all....

Its a new year...again!

I'm starting off the year again, continuously professing new changes.

I have started most and finished quit a bit.

I will continually work toward all of my goals.

Number 1 : write in blog more.

Number 2 : finish my weight loss transition.

Well, off to the races!

new year. new me. new life. new love.

"If music be the food of love, sing on, sing on, sing on til I am filled with love." -W.M. The course of life is very strange and fickle. There are ups and downs, there are highs and lows. but on thing that I have taken out of this experience is that love and life will forever be a continual cycle. Love. [energy], is never lost, only transferred. I have yet to gain the great long lasting nuances of what love and life have to offer. "I have made a conscious decision to be a better person. I will uphold my standards of hospitality and care." -lashele

Your love...

you give me a really good feeling...

on and on and on

on and

on and on and on and on...
your love, gives me insight, gives me the real feeling

the real soul the realest, the greatest,,,oh honey the sweetest of bees nectar that supplies taste to crease my lips...



When i first saw you i dreamed to see your face every night in my dreams and to buckle my knees...OH the sweetness of you..ummm love me




.....................love me, i'm your lady, baby tell me is it okay, cause i'm the girl for you, i'm the girl that wants to be there for you, the girl that will always buckle at her knees...

you! about you!

ismilewhenyourlovepoursdown

I believe in FREEDOM...

a choice use of words. a very privileged use of words...free DOM, FREE dom...

what would the world be like if we had none? what would the world be like if there was none?...

freeDOM...FREEdom!

is it a curse or a diplomatic right? is it a preference or just a way of life?


to find is to seek, to seek, is to have understanding and want of obtaining...so do we?

do we have the right? do we want the privilege? or do we sit back and wait for it to appear in our faces? freeDOM


the doom of free is vastly approaching. the FREE of dom is quickly approaching...

I want, I thirst, I need, I know, I love, I live, I, I, I, I....eye

freedom.........

life is freedom

death is freedom...
chose your path, surround yourself, but love and let life live FREE

Reviews, Reviews, Reviews!

I recently stumbled across a mixtape named 'The Soul Tape' by the one and only FA-BO-LO-US! Yes, that's Mr. Twitter himself @myfabolouslife

The song that caught my attention was Riesling & Rolling Papers (2 of my favorite elements). Other songs that are noteworthy are Wolves In Sheeps Clothing, In the Morning, & Mo' Brooklyn, Mo' Harlem, Mo' Southside. True to any mixtape form, Fabo re invents a series of recent artists takes on music and throws his own 'FABULOUS' style and shows the fierce competition in the industry!

My Rating: Is a Fierce & 'Fabolous' 4STARS






I've also had the opportunity to view the 1st episode of VH1's new season of Tough Love Miami
This show, again displays a group of un dateable, clueless, and almost hopeless women's journey on how to find love. Expert matchmaker Steve Ward guides these women on how to date and improve their images and ultimately find love. Hopefully, these women will find their way. Tune in to VH1 on Sundays @ 8/7c!

My Rating: A Big Tough 3 STARS of Love!